Hi there ...

I'm so so sorry your going through this heartbraking time... life is at its crulest when it touches our babies ... my granddaughter was diagnosed last month with acute myeloid leukaemia too ... though she's a bit older .. she's just turned 18, and on her second round of chemo... and had a bug so had to be in isolation for a while ... thank God it wasn't carona virus... 

But it's heartbraking watching her go through all this ... I had breast cancer nearly 3 years ago, and I could cope with mine far easier then hers ... no child should get this ...

It's must break your heart watching videos of others ... you need time and help for a long time ... l think part of us dies with our children .. but part of them lives in us ..  I think there is no other pain like this .. and l wish I could find words of comfort ... but you put that baby safely into your heart now, you take her with you .. she is half of you ... talk about her .. and know your going through so much right now .. 

Be kind to yourself .. it's o.k to feel angry or sad .. or cuss cancer ... it's holding feelings in that does damage in the long run ... I used to work at a maternity unit some 30 years ago, so know well the heartache that comes with loosing a child ... please hold on in there ... I'm sending you a special vertual hug... Chrissie  : ((   

Hi god ime so sorry cant even imagine the agony you must be going through my daughter lost a child william 8 years ago so i do empathise its the worst . Can i just add theres t nationwide group called S.A.N.Ds its a support mums and dads that have lost children she still goes they go for meals etc etc and support one another and as time goes bye they pass on things to help new ones that are suffering as only they understand in my case i grieved twice once for jen and then for william  counciling helps to .you can get sands number off the web once again my profound sypmpathys .paul