Hi 

I'm 29 now and lost my mum to cancer when I was 13, I was an only child and didnt really understand at the time. I knew my mum wasnt well but didnt understand death, she was 46 when she passed. She was diagnosed when I was 3 so didnt have much of a life with a sick mum. Now I'm 29, over the past few years I've realised I didnt grieve properly and my best friend suggested forums. I dont have anyone to talk to about it as noone understands which isnt their fault. But I hurt. So much. It does not get easier with time, just easier to deal with as such. 

I want to scream, cry so hard and shout but always hold it in as noone understands or knows what to do or say. I hate feeling alone with this feeling. Hoping others can relate to me. 

Hi 

I'm 29 now and lost my mum to cancer when I was 13, I was an only child and didnt really understand at the time. I knew my mum wasnt well but didnt understand death, she was 46 when she passed. She was diagnosed when I was 3 so didnt have much of a life with a sick mum. Now I'm 29, over the past few years I've realised I didnt grieve properly and my best friend suggested forums. I dont have anyone to talk to about it as noone understands which isnt their fault. But I hurt. So much. It does not get easier with time, just easier to deal with as such. 

I want to scream, cry so hard and shout but always hold it in as noone understands or knows what to do or say. I hate feeling alone with this feeling. Hoping others can relate to me.