Hi everyone, thankyou to everyone who sent me kind messages in regards to my previous posts. 

Tomorrow it's d day. My mum's funeral. I'm so nervous, I just hope everyone turns up to give her a huge turn out, the one that she really does deserve. All of her life she has been fighting with illness's and now she's finally free from any pain, and that in itself is giving me great comfort. I miss her more than absolutely anything and I would give anything to have her back, but, not in any pain.