My father who was 82 years old has died of pneumonia and sepsis shock which shut down all his organs
He was in a normal ward for 9 days before going into ICU the doctors told me he had a chest infection and i thought he would be home for Christmas
In the first week at hospital i did not see him on the Saturday because i was with my girlfriend who is quite possessive wouldnt let me leave her, long story. When Sunday morning came my mum called saying he called her asking why i didnt come to see him, i did see him on the Sunday evening but he looked quite stressed as he having some argument with a nurse. On Monday he was quite good but on wednesday they put him in ICU. Im feeling very guilty that i did not see him on the Saturday as i wonder did i add to his death with all the stress i may have caused him by not seeing him on that Saturday? I feel such a weak man for letting my girlfriend control me!
