my grandad died october 17 2018 from terminal cancer i'm 16 and not quite sure what he had but it spread to all his body, his mum died january 3rd 2019 of breast cancer her one year is coming up and i just really miss them both my parents have tried to get me bereavement counselling becuase my schools one isn't trained in grief it's helpful but not amazing, i just really need some support with it and we can't find anything i've never missed people more in my life i just want them to come home :(