My dad passed away 3 days ago and i cant seem to get my head around it i miss him so much.Im trying to stay strong for my mum im crying inside and im afraid to cry in front of my mum and sisters and brother as i dont want them to be upset although i know inside they are i want him back why did that awful disease Cancer take him from us im scared im going to have another break down as im not coping please can someone help me