I've just woke from a hard dream that I couldn't make sense of at first.
we lost my mum last April 2018 she was diagnosed in the June with metastatic breast cancer and by the April it had spread to her brain. (We didn't know this until her last two weeks in hospital) she was only meant to be in hospital to get better from dehydration from steroids.
anyway, I dreamt last night that she was alive but I couldn't see her. I could phone her but when I phoned it was a carer who was looking after her. I could hear my mum mumble in the background and the carer would tell me what she had fed her etc that day.
when I woke this morning I was so confused searching the internet for answers and then it came to me it's as if she was showing me what life would've been like if she was still here with the brain tumour. As hard a dream it was and as upset as I am right now she's still here in some way to show me everything is okay. She was only 53 when she passed.