Hi, my mam died suddenly just over 3 weeks ago, she hadn’t been well for few weeks but we thought it was from losing my grandad 6 month ago which was her dad, but then realised maybe something isn’t right, when we got Mam into hospital, they did tests and cake back my mam has cancer in the womb and spread to lungs and which wasn’t curable but maybe try to prolong , but when they did biopsy the results came back it was too aggressive and type it was they couldn’t touch, she died 4 days after that so in space 2 weeks all this happens. it’s heartbreaking as she only got all clear in January from throat cancer 5 years ago. I’m  really struggling with sleeping and getting up on a morning, I’m scared of my life without her, she was my best friend I spoke to her so much every day! How do you cope with losing your Mam?