Thank you so much for taking time to reply. Im sorry to hear about your cancer journey. Life just doesn’t seem fair.

Some days I feel like I have the strength and then some days I don’t have the motivation to do anything. She was my whole life. I would see her every single day, or txt her to tell her some news. Or if I needed advice on my son. She was literally my everything. 

People say think of the good/happy times but it hurts to think I will never have those good times again.

Its seems like it’s never going to get easier. I’m 33 and I need my mum 

So sorry to hear you lost your mum. I lost my lovely mum nearly 4 weeks ago. She was my everything too. I feel nothing but numbness at the moment but also deep sadness and I can’t get motivated to do anything either. We just have to accept that this is our life now no matter how much we hate it! We’re so lucky to have had such lovely Mum’s even if this feels so unfair.

We probably need to be kind to ourselves as it’s such early days. Mum’s funeral was as perfect as we’d hoped it would be and think we did her proud but I couldn’t believe it was her in that coffin. I didn’t know how I’d get through it but you do. I’ve never had such wobbly legs in all my life! But it is such a comfort having people there who share in your love for your mum and will support you through.

Hoping it all goes well for you x

My Mums funeral is on monday. I don’t feel ready to say goodbye. 

Life is just so hard at the moment. I really appreciate you taking the time to reply. 

I keep thinking of the good times but then it hurts to know there won’t be those good times again. 

Sorry for your loss too.