Where do I start... I lost the only thing in my life I cared for more than anything my beautiful wife sally.
sally was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2010 and went through all the chemo radio etc treatments.
in April 2015 sally started get a back pain and complained about how painful it was. She went to the doctors and basically got fobbed off by our GP and even had an appointment for physiotherpy for a bad back.
This went on for around 3months with no diagnosis of her pain the storie is to hurtful to type sorry but eventually she went to see the oncologist about her breath cancer as it was comming up to the 5yrs since being diagnosed.
when we went and seen him we told him of the pain and he immediately arranged an X-Ray to check for bone cancer, this was in July 2015, so she had the X-ray and we were waiting for the results when we went on holiday for my 50th birthday which was due on the August the 6th.
She was in so much pain that we cancelled the holiday and returned home as she was in pain and needed pain relief so I called 999 and a paramedic was sent who basically said all of the pain relief she is on is working against each other and she isn’t getting any relief for pain. The paramedic contacted my GP who said come right down now to sort the pain out.
When we got there he said he had the results for the X-Ray and it was terrible news that my wife had pancreatic and liver cancer ....... our world just stopped there and then we just walked out of the doctors in disbelief and went home to tell our children the very sad news.
i cared for my wife 24/7 from August 6th 2015 until she passed away in my arms at 10.27 am 2/2/2016.
my life stopped that day and hasn’t started since, my boys turned against me over the funeral, her family and my family disowned me aswell and haven’t spoke to me since that day. All of my so called friends disappeared overnight and have never got in touch with me since.
people say it will get easier as time goes on but it doesn’t every minute I think of her everyday I miss her so much I come home from a job to an empty house the silence is unbearable
we were a get up and go couple who did most things together in the 30yrs we were together we did everything together everyday and we loved each other beyond belief
so the reason for my storie is I miss my soulmate and needed to tell someone my feelings so there it is thanks for listening
