My dad just died yesterday after battling a grade 4 brain tumour for 10 months, he was 53 and I’m 17, making me the 2nd oldest of 4 children in my family. When I really really think about my dad and how he’s not coming back I get so overwhelmed with sadness that I feel like I can’t breathe but other than that it’s just a numb feeling, I feel as though it’s not real and he’s going to come through the front door at any minute. Is it normal to feel like this?