im not really sure what to say really, i was told on monday by my on offs partners best friend that he had died in hospital that morning. I say on off this is the longest off so if im honest i should probably say ex partner. but he was the love of my life, he was everything a man should be in my eyes and so much more.
all the information i have so far is that he injured his leg at work last thursday at work, not being one for fuss or doctors he finished his shift and then drove himself to the hospital. From the the only information i have is that normal tests came back and they discovered he had stage 4 lung cancer and secondary bone cancer. i am unsure of treatments or plans etc but he passed away monday morning.
i dont want to ask lots of questions at this horrific time he was only 40 years old but i feel the need to know, could he have known and kept it to himself would he have been in pain.
any words or knowledge would hopefully help me i feel like im grieving in secret x