Hi lost the love of my life 29th april from chatting to liz to within an hour the dr was asking me about resusitation she had cancer but she had a stroke she died in little over two days ime finding the utter loneliness is getting worse and nothing will fill it normaly i can take anything thrown at me but this is diffrent . Its getting worse think i had put so much into keepingg liz going that it just about finnished me does it ever let up this grief or is that it now