Girl, I promise you, you are not alone! I am in the exact same position as you, my Grandad passed away on the 3rd May, after the funeral last week it has only seem to properly hit me, I’m not eating, sleeping or concentrating very well either. My advice would be honestly try and talk to your parents about how you feel, they may care but may be masking it and not asking you how you are because you’re hiding it aswell?

if not I’ve heard doctors, grief councillors, there’s loads of people we can turn too in time of need, just coming on here and reading and replying to some people in the exact same position as myself seems to be really helping me realise I am not alone, so please stick around and I hope it can help you

shan x

Thanks! I have been put through to a counsellor, but nothing much had happened yet! Every time i try to talk to my parents, they seem to shout so in the end I have given up! It's nice to know that I'm not alone, and someone else is going through it aswell!

Kirsty x