hi, new to this so not really sure how to start, my Grandad was my best friend, grew up with him and my nan, constantly around there, he got me my first car, and only beginning of this year he got me into my flat. Middle of April he was taken to hospital and we found out he had a brain tumour, which they think he had for about a year, with no symptoms or signs we were shocked, he passed away three weeks later, I have been holding everything together and pretending he was on holiday (not a good idea) so that I could cope with nan, funeral arrangements and even to do my poem at his funeral. Now that the funeral is over, friends don’t check in, and even my own partner isn’t being emotional supportive (yes I have told him what I need) this was my last resort for people to speak to in the same state of me. I’m struggling to eat, sleep and constantly feel sick, if anyone has had this please tell me it gets better and how?!
shan xx