Januray 2016 My Dad was diagnosed with stage one melanoma cancer. Over the past two years it rapidly spread to his lungs and legs and brain and sadly after fighting hard, he passed away on the 1st of December 2017. He was my best friend, mentor, and greatest support and the past five months have been incredibly hard to cope with. I was 17 and my brother was 15 and sister 12. I feel so lost without him and as mad as it might sound part of me feels like there is some outside chance he could be an spy or work for the government or something and would come walking through the door but 5 months on that seems very unlikely.... I dont know what to do without him and can not express how worried i am about losing my mum and dont know how i would be able to cope.
