Hey, I’m hoping to find some help,advice,support from this group. 

My dad passed away last June, it was quite sudden and I think I chose to ignore signs that he was giving me,even from his hospital bed.I asked how he felt,he said so tired that he couldn’t begin to explain. He gave me a hug and told me he loved me. Not unusual for my dad but I now believe he was saying goodbye and I just didn’t see it.  

I feel like I’m coping less as time goes on. Time I had with my dad is further away and I hate it. My husband has the total opposite coping mechanisms to me and it’s very apparent that he cant cope with my grief, nor me his. As a result of this our marriage is crumbling. I can’t cope with it all and feel like it’s my  lack of coping with grief that is to blame.

Any advice?