Lost and heartbroken

Yesterday morning at 3.35 my beautiful brave husband lost his fight with this horrible disease. He was diagnosed in July 2017 and endured 30 sessions of radiotherapy whilst having chemo which lasted until October. He then had 10 sessions of preventative brain radiotherapy. Despite all of this his cancer spread to the pancreas. We celebrated our last Christmas together with our children and grandchildren. I am not sure how we will manage to move on but for the sake of our little ones we will stay strong and build a future which will always feel as if there is something missing. We celebrated our 40th wedding anniversary in November last year so I can't remember a life without him in it. Fly high my darling now you are free. Love you forever. Xxx

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  • Hi Grandma77

    Just wanted to post and express sympathy for your loss.  Like you I had/still have strong support from my children and had young grandchildren when my husband died. Talking and being there for each other whilst taking each day gently keeps those wonderful memories in your heart. As Annie says the forum is always here to listen should you need it.  Sometimes it is just helpful to chat to others who understand but are not so emotionally linked to your personal journey.  Remember to look after yourself too. Jules

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  • Hi Grandma77

    Just wanted to post and express sympathy for your loss.  Like you I had/still have strong support from my children and had young grandchildren when my husband died. Talking and being there for each other whilst taking each day gently keeps those wonderful memories in your heart. As Annie says the forum is always here to listen should you need it.  Sometimes it is just helpful to chat to others who understand but are not so emotionally linked to your personal journey.  Remember to look after yourself too. Jules

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