Hello Frinbin. I cannot imagine what it means to be in your position. I hope you will get some support for yourself and your daughter. Although it must seem that your life has crumbled I am sure you want to support your daughter and this may be motivation to get the help you need. Like many people I don' t know what to say in your terrible situation but so much hope you will find a way through this although I know it will be at great emotional cost to yourself. To have lost your grandson so quickly must have seemed the worst that could happen but this further tragedy is just horrendous. Please take care of yourself.