I can't cope

hi everyone

i posted about losing my beloved husband after being married for only 5 weeks. I need someone to talk too but nobody seems to want to talk to me. I was told by a friend that works at CRUK that joining this forum I would find others that could help by talking to me . I feel alone, lost and completely empty.:cry:  He's been gone just over 7 weeks now, every day i cry , i can't make any sense of it, he was healthy until september 2015. Diagnosed with lymph node cancer for which they had no cure on 1st feb 2016 , i lost him on 19th May . My world came crashing down . I wasn't ready for him to go . he went quickly within 24 hours. I was with him holding his hand. we were together for almost 2 years and as i said married for 5 weeks. Every day is getting worse. I need to know how to cope .

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  • Jacki. My heart goes out to you. Sometimes life is cruel and the world around us loses its colour. I can't comprehend what you must be going through. All I can say is as I'm sure you know is that your husband would want you to be happy and live life to the full. Times will be difficult and the pain will be there but  that feeling will subside and the colour will return.  Hold strong! Don't be afraid to reach to your friends and family. Thinking of you. Claire X

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  • Jacki. My heart goes out to you. Sometimes life is cruel and the world around us loses its colour. I can't comprehend what you must be going through. All I can say is as I'm sure you know is that your husband would want you to be happy and live life to the full. Times will be difficult and the pain will be there but  that feeling will subside and the colour will return.  Hold strong! Don't be afraid to reach to your friends and family. Thinking of you. Claire X

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