Hi Debbie hope ur ok  not heard off you for a while,its week end again nothing changes sometimes  it feels  like i dont wont to carry on any more i feel worse  now than i did a couple of weeks ago ,going my daughters for dinner ,hope i can cheer my self up before i go regards Syl x

Hi Syl, 

I'm sorry to hear you're struggling at the moment but I just wanted to pop by and let you know that you are not alone and our members are here for you if you need them.

I hope you have a lovely time at your daughter's house this evening and is she able to raise your spirits and give you the support you may need at this difficult time.

Thinking of you and wishing you all the best, 

Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator

Thanks Steph ,been to my friendship group that i joined  a few years ago its good to do things  out side the home , my husband  didnt mind me going i think he liked the peace and quite while i was away. Its  the loneliness now  and comeing back to a empty  house that  i cant seem to get used to .regards Syl 

I really feel for you I too feel exactly the same I'm having a really bad day today it's so hard trying to live day to day without my loved one just feel so sad 

Hi Debbie ,hope time does heal  it feels we have a long road ahead to get any where near  normal if we ever do, been to my friendship group to day but it didnt make me feel any better had a cry when i got home ,having my  tea on my own makes me so sad  regards Syl x

Hi Debbie , hope your ok have been feeling down over the wk end and today went my sisters today some times i get fed up with my own company, ijust had to get out of the house for a few hours .hope i feel a bit better tomorrow take care Syl x

Hi Syl, Feeling a little better this week.  I know what your mean about eating, I don't think I have enjoyed one meal since Sam passed.  I think the time of year doesn't help as everyone is off on holidays and that would have been what we would have been doing, as well as enjoying the weather here.  I am glad you manage to get out a bit and hope you are doing ok.  Take care Debbie xxxxx 

Hi Wishy,

Thank you for your reply, sorry it has taken so long to answer, I have had a really bad few weeks and just starting to feel a little better although still very sad.  Hope you are doing ok I know it hasn't been long for you either, I just really hope that time does heal.  Take care Debbie xxxxxx

Hi Debbie, glad your feeling betterthis week ,i have had a few bad days  i know what you mean about  hollidays we would have booked some where by now, we loved our coach holidays with Alfa ,my daughter wanted me to go to Cornwall with her and her partner,but i think its to soon didnt wont to de crying all the time because he wasnt with us ,it would have made her cry and ruined there holiday maybe next year.take care Syl x