NaomiM I am so sorry for your loss.  My mother passed away Feb 15th from pancreatic cancer, she too was my best friend.  There is no right or wrong way to feel, grief comes in waves but the waves do not cause you to sink - you still float.  Just keep floating and stay strong xx

NaomiM I am so sorry for your loss.  My mother passed away Feb 15th from pancreatic cancer, she too was my best friend.  There is no right or wrong way to feel, grief comes in waves but the waves do not cause you to sink - you still float.  Just keep floating and stay strong xx

Hi flychick

I lost my son to pancreatic cancer, liver cancer and bone cancer on the 2nd January 2016.  He was only 39 and left behind two children of 13 and 11. 

He had Chronic Pancreatis for about 20 months but then three days before he died they said he had Cancer everywhere.  At the moment I gathering all his medical notes together.

I am devasted as my grandkids wont speak to me anymore either and their mum was my sons ex partner.

I cant stop crying and there is controvescy over the Ashes now.  I really dont know which way to turn and I think my friends and family are getting fed up with me grieving.

Sally xxx