Hi there, I'm sorry to hear about your dad. We sound in a similar position although I'm 4 months in to this process. My dad was also my friend and neighbour so life seems pretty empty without seeing him out the window or popping in. My dad died 3 days after being diagnosed with cancer, believed of the lung. I think when they die so suddenly you are having to digest the diagnosis as well as the grief all in one. I still spend my days wondering did that really just happen? I know people die but my dad was only 64, far too young in my eyes. I still cry most days. Do you have anyone else around for support? It's really hard in the first few months, I've found once I'd more or less digested all the information and questions I had I've been able to remember him more for the man he was. My dad had hidden being unwell till a few weeks before he died, that's why I had some many questions. Keep coming on here, it provides lots of support. Take care.

Hi there, I'm sorry to hear about your dad. We sound in a similar position although I'm 4 months in to this process. My dad was also my friend and neighbour so life seems pretty empty without seeing him out the window or popping in. My dad died 3 days after being diagnosed with cancer, believed of the lung. I think when they die so suddenly you are having to digest the diagnosis as well as the grief all in one. I still spend my days wondering did that really just happen? I know people die but my dad was only 64, far too young in my eyes. I still cry most days. Do you have anyone else around for support? It's really hard in the first few months, I've found once I'd more or less digested all the information and questions I had I've been able to remember him more for the man he was. My dad had hidden being unwell till a few weeks before he died, that's why I had some many questions. Keep coming on here, it provides lots of support. Take care.