hi you must be devastated two of my friends have lost there husbands and i no they are in pain but they are back at work and hiding the grief  one of them looks ill i can see in her eyes the torment but it is a very private thing to some people. i work in a place where i look after dying people but it is so different when it is your own... i recentley lost my mum and just cannot belive it   my heart hurts so much my dad is still here and they were inseperable  he is really struggling i am drinking more and more to cope just want her back.

sorry upset at your loss having a few tears take care my thoughts are with you lol jul

sorry upset at your loss having a few tears take care my thoughts are with you lol jul