My father in law passed away from bowel cancer 4 weeks ago, we were there with him when he gave his last breath. Truly heartbreaking and no words to describe how I feel. I have seen him every day for the past 3 months and then suddenly not seeing him again is very painful. Although he had an amazing life with plenty of adventures, it was only in the period of less than 2 months they found cancer and told nothing could be done. Although I am back at work for a couple weeks now, I find it impossible to go back to normal life as there are so many memories of him and I just miss him so badly.