How do you go on living I feel I am just floating and all this is just a dream. Three years ago my brother died of lung cancer then my mum a month later died of breast cancer it was all so quick then 6 months my dad went with prostrate cancer I nurses them all until they went I have not been back to the house as I think they coming back some time I feel I am going of my head I go out and forget where I am going or can't find my way home thank god for mobile phones cause I send a picture to my son of where I am and he would come and get me doctors just say I am too young for this to be happen and send me home I have a hard time remembering things just Sunday Mother's Day I went to the cemetery with the kids I broke down couldn't stop crying I been in bed ever since I have ask for help no one what's to know people thinks I should been over this I can't seem to move on
