Hi Tasha

Just a quick message to see how your doing?

Sara x

Hi Tasha

Just a quick message to see how your doing?

Sara x

Thankyou all for your kind messages. 

Hi Sara, 

We had dads funeral on Wednesday. It all really hit me then. Was a very hard day. I keep having panic attacks, I went to visit dad at the chapel of rest, but I'm having regrets now, coz I can't get that image out of my head. To me it wasn't dad, he had changed so much.  I keep looking at old holiday pictures to get that image out of my head, but wen I go to bed it comes back, I'm not sleeping, and have to have the light on at night time coz im scared. 

Thanku 

Tasha xx

Hi tasha

write u a reply last night but it got wiped. How did u find the funeral? Did ur dad have a good send off? Is that your first funeral? My mums was my first. How are your family? I didn't have to see mum at chapel of rest as she passed at home I was there and she Was in house hours before they collected her. I know what u mean about images tho,  my mum struggled massively that last night and  I've got lots. Of horrible images on my head I can't get rid of. I think about them all the time. Bit they will ease its only early days for both of us, I alosi look at  lots of photos and stuff she was so ill at the end that's all I think of! I understand about u being scared I'm the same and I'm 31! How old ri? Sorry about the spellings I'm on the train! 

Keep in touch, we will get through this together! Sara xx