I am so sorry, Epi.It's hard to lose your parents and especially so close together that way. I hope you have some support from family or friends and I recommend going for counselling too, because sometimes it's easier to talk to a stranger about your feelings. I'm an only child and lost both my parents when I was young. I was referred to a counsellor and she was so helpful.I was able to talk about my feelings in a way I wouldn't have done to someone I knew. As for not having a funeral, if it's something you feel you need, maybe an alternative can be arranged. Some way to say goodbye that suits you and that doesn't have to be an actual formal funeral. Again, I am so sorry for your loss and please know you can talk here too. Take care of yourself. Gill xx 

I am so sorry, Epi.It's hard to lose your parents and especially so close together that way. I hope you have some support from family or friends and I recommend going for counselling too, because sometimes it's easier to talk to a stranger about your feelings. I'm an only child and lost both my parents when I was young. I was referred to a counsellor and she was so helpful.I was able to talk about my feelings in a way I wouldn't have done to someone I knew. As for not having a funeral, if it's something you feel you need, maybe an alternative can be arranged. Some way to say goodbye that suits you and that doesn't have to be an actual formal funeral. Again, I am so sorry for your loss and please know you can talk here too. Take care of yourself. Gill xx