My older sister died 8 weeks ago ( age 63) I had stayed strong since her diagnosis 6 years ago, but her health deteriorated early this year and she died peacefully in the hospice in October.

I feel bereft, both my parents  have died and I have no other siblings. I have lost my sparkle and am really struggling.  I have been looking for support for siblings and came across this group. 

I am dreading Christmas and the thought of it makes my cry - I normally love Christmas as it was ' our thing'.

Am hoping I can find someone on this group with a similar experience who can relate to how I feel. Thanks.