I just recently lost my Dad to Stage 4 lung cancer and at the end he decided to do medically assisted death (I'm from Canada and it's legal there). I guess I was lucky enough we got to be there to say goodbye but it was still such a gut wrenching experience. Too boot we are in the middle of house renovations so are living with my husband's family and I'm really struggling after coming back to the UK to have my own time and space to come to terms with everything without having our own space. I miss him so much and I can't even begin to imagine what was going through his head when he decided it was time to do Maid just I guess he was done being in so much pain.