I lost my mum two weeks ago and I'm missing my mum like crazy.  My mum had ovarian cancer for two years and she was doing really well and then suddenly she started getting fluid build up and then passed away.   As much as I knew she was ill it came as a shock to me.   I miss her little face, I miss calling her numerous times a day, I miss popping in and seeing her and making her tea.  I use to take her out in her wheelchair every weekend for coffee and suddenly my life just seems lonely and empty without her.  

I look at her pictures and smile as I'm happy to have such amazing memories but then I can look at the same pictures an hour later and I'm filled with immense sadness that I won't have them again.

My mum use to feed a little cat everyday where she lived and today I found out the little cat had died.   I have spent the whole afternoon crying as it just seems the end of an era with everything.

Life is just so cruel xx

I lost my mum two weeks ago and I'm missing my mum like crazy.  My mum had ovarian cancer for two years and she was doing really well and then suddenly she started getting fluid build up and then passed away.   As much as I knew she was ill it came as a shock to me.   I miss her little face, I miss calling her numerous times a day, I miss popping in and seeing her and making her tea.  I use to take her out in her wheelchair every weekend for coffee and suddenly my life just seems lonely and empty without her.  

I look at her pictures and smile as I'm happy to have such amazing memories but then I can look at the same pictures an hour later and I'm filled with immense sadness that I won't have them again.

My mum use to feed a little cat everyday where she lived and today I found out the little cat had died.   I have spent the whole afternoon crying as it just seems the end of an era with everything.

Life is just so cruel xx