Hi I'm just wondering if anybody can relate to what's happening to me. My dad died in July from lung cancer. He told us he had cancer and 3 weeks later he was in a hospice and 2 weeks later he died after an awful few days which was extremely traumatic to witness. After he passed I kept really busy and even at his funeral I cried but kept it all together. Dont get me wrong I've cried but not how I thought I would. My dad was the only remaining family member from my .childhood and I have no siblings and I was always a daddy's girl. I didn't live close by but would phone him every day, I would laugh with him when I'd had a funny day or ask his advice I adored him. So all of a sudden I'm crying every day and feel so so sad. My husband has a new job and is so happy about it, my children are excited for Halloween and Christmas but I've suddenly got this uncontrollable sadness. Wondered if anyone else had experienced this or had any advice please.