I'm sorry to hear how you're feeling Mpl9, but these feelings are natural as it's so hard loosing a parent. It's ok to acknowledge that you will have bad days, but please know that you're not alone and that there is support out there. Like LCR mentioned, cancer helplines, including ours, are there if you need to need to talk to someone. Our freephone nurse helpline is 0808 800 4040, lines are open 9 to 5 Monday to Friday. There is also advice on coping with grief here, which you can look at in your own time. Also the Samaritans helpline, 116 123, is open 24 hours a day if you ever feel overwhlemed by things. These resources and the Cancer Chat forum are here for you whenever you need it.

Thinking of you and I wish you all the best,

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