It is very early days yet so I'm not surprised you feel so bad ,when my Grandmother who brought me up died I was in a state and I never thought I'd get over it but I did ,it took over a year to feel more like myself but day by day I started to feel the tiniest bit better ,I really do feel for you because I know how bad it gets ,Its good you found this site on here are some of the most caring people and it will help you if you want to express how you're feeling at any time .

It is very early days yet so I'm not surprised you feel so bad ,when my Grandmother who brought me up died I was in a state and I never thought I'd get over it but I did ,it took over a year to feel more like myself but day by day I started to feel the tiniest bit better ,I really do feel for you because I know how bad it gets ,Its good you found this site on here are some of the most caring people and it will help you if you want to express how you're feeling at any time .

Thank you. I have read up where its taken people after one year.