Hello Storm62,

I'd like to send my condolences on behalf of everyone at Cancer Chat for the loss of your brother. It's difficult to know where to turn so I hope the forum will be place where you feel comfortable and safe. There are ways of understanding and coping with grief on the page here and the Cruse bereavement helpline is free to use if you need to speak to someone. The number is 0808 808 1677.

I hope this helps,

Moderator Anastasia

I am so sorry for your loss.

I expect this has been made worse by you sharing a home. It is bound to be difficult. Try to remember the good times and the laughs you had, happy memories which I'm sure you have many! Give yourself time to grieve, it is such early days for you I'm not surprised you feel you can't cope, this will get better over time, never goes away but you do learn to live with it better. You are still in shock mode right now. Talking helps a lot so if you need to feel free to express anything here. There are many kind people on this site willing to chat and happy to give comfort and support. Wishing you happier times soon! Be brave you can get through this. Sending massive love to you xxxx

Thank you Rebel 1 for your kind words and support,it means a lot to me.  I wish you the best of everything in your own journey.  Hugs back to you Kindest Regards.

Storm62

It will get better sending huge love xxx