I lost my twin brother to Cancer  on the 15th February 2023.  still finding it hard to accept he is gone  he was mis- diagnosed for 4 months  it seems the first lot of Chemo would have wiped out the rare form of Cancer he had  but because of mis- diagnosis he had to endure a second intense chemo therapy. treatment 

Now he is gone, I find I am thinking about him every day. I have two sons with Special Needs who both attend a farm as co- farmers  last Thursday we attended the farm as usual .

I was alone in a large field on the farm I looked up into a cloudy grey sky and thought please show me you are Ok Bruv , seconds passed and  the Sun shone blindingly through a minute slit in the clouds  when the bright light had faded there was a small patch of blue sky behind it  I will always believe my twin brother was letting   me  know  he  is, Ok  now  and in no more pain .