I just wanted to post that my dad has died and I have so many feelings rushing around in my head and my body. I feel like no one really knows how I am feeling even my mum which I feel is very selfish of me. I am in work looking out of the window and everyone is getting on with life, I am usually a happy postiive person I have looked after dad for 2.5 years taking care of his every need and now I feel like ive been made redundant from my favourite job and I honestly dont know what to do with myself even though I have an amazing life and family....I really hope this gets better with time how can someone leave such a gaping hole in your life.
