hi, so sorry to be reading about losing your dad 

I lost my dad to bowel cancer 7 years ago and my heart was ripped in 2

over time i thought that if my dad knew i was going around miserable and in tears all the time that it would make him sad so i chose to start doing things and getting out and about and trying to be happy again and it works ( still have bad days ) but a lot of good days now that i know he will be happy if im happy 

we all cope and grieve very different but that was my way in the end 

it never leave you love but things will get better in time i promise 

sending hugs xxx

hi, so sorry to be reading about losing your dad 

I lost my dad to bowel cancer 7 years ago and my heart was ripped in 2

over time i thought that if my dad knew i was going around miserable and in tears all the time that it would make him sad so i chose to start doing things and getting out and about and trying to be happy again and it works ( still have bad days ) but a lot of good days now that i know he will be happy if im happy 

we all cope and grieve very different but that was my way in the end 

it never leave you love but things will get better in time i promise 

sending hugs xxx

Hi Caryn1,

Thank you for your time to reply to my message, I'm so sorry about your dad too.  Right now I can't think about never seeing my dad again, I suppose one day at a time is the best thing to do and like you my dad wouldn't want me to be unhappy but can't imagine how I can live my life without him  

Take care xx