Bad news tonight

my dads gone tonight... he was 73. i wish hed had a few more years, i saw him aliove earlier with a very sad face.

he couldnt talk by this point. hed lived with cancer for many years then it came back to haunt him. 3 months in hospital bedridden. such an active man till then. my mums beside herself. ive had  afew drinks. my sister was rude and wouldnt give my mum  ahug and called me a D head. nice. how to move on??? me and mumj have assorted mental healthnproblems...