My dad has been given 6 months max.
he's had cancer twice before so he was told it would always come back, he's been battling skin cancer for about a year now and sadly just nothing has worked and they're stopping treatment.
he's really not doing well, he's not eating, he's getting skinnier every time I see him, has an awful cough and he's just wasting away.
somedays I don't even want to come and visit, I almost just want it to be over and never see him again because the pain of seeing him is just too much. Somedays I want to spend every waking moment with him just to soak the time I have left up.
I don't know how to deal with it, I feel like I'm doing a bad job of coping.
How do/did other people cope?