Have you had any bereavement counselling? I've been receiving support from CRUSE and it's really helping. Grief can take a long time to work through and you shouldn't feel scared to open up about it to friends or anyone else. You haven't finished your grieving yet, which is not unusual or abnormal.  Your brother too is still grieving and anger is a natural part of that process, but you also need to keep yourself safe while your brother is working through his grief, so speak to a professional who can help you there too. If there's a Maggie's Centre near you, why not drop in for a chat? Or you could contact your local Mind organisation – there may be some local peer support plus they are expert at signposting people so they get whatever help they need.  Please do not despair. These are early days still with regard to grief. Rose x

Have you had any bereavement counselling? I've been receiving support from CRUSE and it's really helping. Grief can take a long time to work through and you shouldn't feel scared to open up about it to friends or anyone else. You haven't finished your grieving yet, which is not unusual or abnormal.  Your brother too is still grieving and anger is a natural part of that process, but you also need to keep yourself safe while your brother is working through his grief, so speak to a professional who can help you there too. If there's a Maggie's Centre near you, why not drop in for a chat? Or you could contact your local Mind organisation – there may be some local peer support plus they are expert at signposting people so they get whatever help they need.  Please do not despair. These are early days still with regard to grief. Rose x