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Lost my mama

Sansha
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I lost my beautiful mama/best friend, on the 28th July this year, she had no symptoms apart from a small lump in her salivary gland, went for tests and it came back as cancer, they sent her for CT scan and MRI, she then got diagnosed with stage 4 small cell lung cancer, incurable, i was soooo shocked and numb to hear this news, as she had no symptoms, but worse was yet to come, just 13 days after diagnosis my beautiful mama passed away,im having a very tough time, and my heart is broken into a million pieces,  I just cannot cope that she has gone, she was my world, I cannot bear to think that I will never see her again, never have a cuddle of her, speak to her,laugh with her, how do I cope with this indescribable pain I have 

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    Hello,

    im so sorry to hear about your mum. It's not much help but all I can say is you are not alone. My mum passed away just over a month ago, and what seems to help me is talking about it. Also looking at photos of her, sometimes it's painful, but it's nice to be reminded of her. I was extremely close with my mum, and it sounds like you were too. It makes me grateful that I was so close with her, that's all we have now. 
    sending you all my love

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    I'm so sorry that you lost your mum toooo, my heart goes out to you, as you said you were very close to your mum, like I was. 
     

    At the moment I'm clearing her house out, I have looked at photos, but it just gets toooo much.

    I think I'm still in shock and it's mentally and physically exhausting.

    I talk to her every nite, and cry every nite. I just missed her sooooooo much.

     

    Thank you so much for your reply it really means a lot.

    sending big hugs to you 

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    I'm so sorry that you lost your mum toooo, my heart goes out to you, as you said you were very close to your mum, like I was. 
     

    At the moment I'm clearing her house out, I have looked at photos, but it just gets toooo much.

    I think I'm still in shock and it's mentally and physically exhausting.

    I talk to her every nite, and cry every nite. I just missed her sooooooo much.

     

    Thank you so much for your reply it really means a lot.

    sending big hugs to you 

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