Mum passed away sunday 29th may. Its been almost a week and i dont feel anything. I just feel extremely tired, i havent gone home yet and dont feel ready to face reality. How do i make myself believe shes gone?
My mum who was my best friend died only three months after diagnosis so I understand how devastating it is.
I think at the moment you are shock as what you have just been though is unimaginable trauma. Believe me, the next few months you are going to go through waves of different emotions. The only advice I can give you it just to get though each day at a time and don't think anything beyond that. As for visiting your mum, although initially I was scared, I never wanted to feel scared to be with my mum regardless of the circumstances so I went and it brought me alot of peace during the hour we had with her and I was so glad I went.
My mum who was my best friend died only three months after diagnosis so I understand how devastating it is.
I think at the moment you are shock as what you have just been though is unimaginable trauma. Believe me, the next few months you are going to go through waves of different emotions. The only advice I can give you it just to get though each day at a time and don't think anything beyond that. As for visiting your mum, although initially I was scared, I never wanted to feel scared to be with my mum regardless of the circumstances so I went and it brought me alot of peace during the hour we had with her and I was so glad I went.
