Hi GJS

Im so sorry for your loss. 

I just wanted to reach out after reading your post. In a couple of weeks time it will be 5 months since my Mum passed and it feels like it's getting harder everyday. I know exactly what you mean about everything being a memory of last year. It's so hard not to think back to when they were still here isn't it, especially when they've gone so quick. My mum was just 10 weeks after diagnosis so a little longer than your Mum.

I also find when I'm working I can distract myself but then when I stop I just can't handle it. It's horrible, I feel panic when I think about it too much. 

Just wanted to send warm regards and say you're not alone

Hi GJS

Im so sorry for your loss. 

I just wanted to reach out after reading your post. In a couple of weeks time it will be 5 months since my Mum passed and it feels like it's getting harder everyday. I know exactly what you mean about everything being a memory of last year. It's so hard not to think back to when they were still here isn't it, especially when they've gone so quick. My mum was just 10 weeks after diagnosis so a little longer than your Mum.

I also find when I'm working I can distract myself but then when I stop I just can't handle it. It's horrible, I feel panic when I think about it too much. 

Just wanted to send warm regards and say you're not alone