my brother in law passed away last night.he was the love of my sisters life.they had 26 wonderful years together .he was her rock,he never worried in life and always made sure she was looked after .there is a huge viod in my life now because he has gone and i cant bare the thought of my sister suffering.also my sisters daughter victoria passed away 4 months ago and one of my best friends 4 weeks after with a brain tumour and in december my other friend was diagnosed with mouth cancer and its terminal.its all coming at once and is very difficult to handle