I lost my mum yesterday

I don't even know how to type these words but my amazing, beautiful Mum died of cancer yesterday. I'm only 28 and still lived with her and I have no idea where to go from here. I feel so lost and confused and like my pillar of strength and guidance is gone. I was there until the very end with her and I can't get those memories of her last days out of my head. I feel like I will be sad forever and it will never get easier. 
 

please, someone who has been where I am, please tell me it gets easier with time. 
 

thank you

emily 

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  • Yes it does emily but it takes time .it feels like being orphaned no matter your age there's a way that helps when you go to bed talk to her tell her about your day how your feeling ime sure she will here we never realy die just our bodys thats my beleife .if you feel the tears coming let them come . Its to early to say anything more youl be numb and in shock it will be difficult to process anything at the moment .but keep putting your questions and feelings on your not alone .many have or are going through it but yours is the most important at the moment . Just try to relax as much as you can try and sleep and eat properly .bless you and your mum .

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  • Yes it does emily but it takes time .it feels like being orphaned no matter your age there's a way that helps when you go to bed talk to her tell her about your day how your feeling ime sure she will here we never realy die just our bodys thats my beleife .if you feel the tears coming let them come . Its to early to say anything more youl be numb and in shock it will be difficult to process anything at the moment .but keep putting your questions and feelings on your not alone .many have or are going through it but yours is the most important at the moment . Just try to relax as much as you can try and sleep and eat properly .bless you and your mum .

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