Hi, my partner mark needed an endescope to place a stent in a blocked bile duct unfortunately this gave him severe pancreatitis. 5 weeks down the line he has lost so much weight and can't really eat. The oain seems to be subsiding at last, To top it all the blockage is cancer and can't be treated until the pancreatitis has settled and he gets stronger. He was in hospital for 4 weeks but wanted home which his consultant agreed to. It's not easy as i can't have anyone to help because of covid and I feel so guilty crying all the time but the stress and worry is awful also the crippling loneliness espically at night time. It is breaking my heart to watch the pain and suffering of the man I love and I feel we have been cut adrift. I do feel like i am grieving.