Hi guys,
i hope everyone is doing well.
ive been using the group for support on and off for a while now, some of you will know my dad has terminal cancer, colon cancer, secondary liver. His had a stoma fitted, we tried chemo it didnt work amd mow he has folfinox to try and prolong the inevitable.
we are a close family, mum and i take care of dad day to day because we live together but my sisters help where they can. I have days where i forget its happening to us, then suddenly something small happens like needing a new tyre, dad sorts that amd i have too and then i remember and it hurts just the same as the day we were told, if not more watching is painful.
i try not to talk to my family, im the strong one you see making the calls doing the hospitals runs sorting finances and emotionally supporting my parents and sisters but its taking its toll. so im just here to be selfish and moan today, sorry if i offrnd anyone xx
