Hi Misszozo,

Everyone deals with things in different ways, and no one can predict what effects these situations may have on a person. You're going through an awful lot at the moment, so certainly don't feel guilty about anything.

It may help to speak to others about this, if you haven't already. This could be friends/family, us here on this forum, or organisations such as Macmillan who can offer support to those caring for someone with cancer. Counselling is another option too, which can be really helpful.

It's important that you look after yourself too, and talking to others is one way of doing this - as well as not being hard on yourself, and taking some time out to do things you enjoy or that take your mind off things.

Wishing you all the best,

Ben
Cancer Chat Moderator