My mum has been battling with cancer for past two years, it's been bone, lung and liver. She's had chemo and it's seemed to have reduced the markers. Then earlier this year she's been told she has three brain tumors, she had cyber knife which reduced the tumors right down, and they said it's good news, these tumors can be managed. Then due to coronavirus she hadn't been able to have her weekly chemo past six weeks. She has gradually gone down hill since, and had trouble walking and getting confused. She was admitted to hospital and I begged them for a brain scan which they weren't going to do. They did a brain scan and it showed she now has 38 tumors. They given her months or days as they don't know. Im currently living with my mum and looking after her. It's been a nightmare for us both. But what's been the most painful is her change of personality, which I realise is an effect of the tumors. She's very angry with me all the time, and keeps saying I give her no support, when the truth is I have given my all, I wait on her, cook her meals, get her whatever she desires, I try and get her to talk to me how she feels, but she ends up arguing with me I'm at a loss of what to do now, I feel I have already lost my mom in a way as she's no longer herself. I also feel very bad for her and how she must feel which is frustrating. I try and talk to her and listen, but everything I say she takes offense at and gets angry.
She is due radiotherapy this week, which they say might by her days.
I'm not sure what to do to try and make her feel better, I feel like I'm treading on eggshells all the time.
